Me, Diana Raquel, your Mk Modern Day Nomad

Me, Diana Raquel, your Mk Modern Day Nomad

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Rain.


What is it about rain. About distant thunder rolling in. About standing in the middle of a thunderstorm with your face up soaking in all of the rain drops falling one by one.

Growing up in Mexico there are two seasons. Rainy season and Dry season. In the dry season it gets hot, dry, dusty, and everyone starts getting on edge. Especially my mother. I remember times when my mom would pray for the rains to come. I remember my Senior year in high school and my best friend and I were hanging at school after hours watching some of our guy friends play basketball and it starting raining for the first time that season. My best friend and I ran out from under the trees and just basked in the beginning of the end of a dry season.

Do you know that fresh after rain smell? When you walk outside after a thunderstorm and it smells musty still and the grass is alive and thriving. That is what rain. Rushing water. A single drop of rain. Reminds me of. It is a new beginning, a time to run out and have the rain wash away all of your doubts. Hurts. Anger. Regrets. Anything unsaid. Everything is washed away and you get to start fresh, revived. I say, run out into that rain! Enjoy life! Enjoy feeling!

Rain. A waterfall. A shower. That first drop of rain to fall and land on the tip of your eye lash. It all comes at the time when I need to feel again. When I need to raise my face up and let it welcome in a new season of my life.

Let it rain.

Friday, April 27, 2012

Silence. Family. Survival.

I turned 21 on Monday. To celebrate my birthday I went to the doctor’s office. This week I have been to the ER and have visited 4 doctors. None of them can figure out what is wrong. They all say that I need to ride out the pain and call them if it gets any worse. I am the kind of person that likes black and white. For every effect there is a cause. If there is pain, than there must be a reason for it. This week has pushed me and stretched me in that sometimes there is no answer. Sometimes the answer is wait. Wait on the Lord.

But what if I don’t want to wait? I know that is not the “Christian” response. But it is my David response. Why is the Lord silent on so many issues at the same time? Why?

All I know is that I have 18 more days till I get to be back in the one place that I feel most at home. Although these questions do not go away when I change geographical locations and although the silence still lingers, I will be home.

Home. I have come to realize that home is not a building. It is not a bedroom that smells like your mom. It is not a kitchen where you can always count on your mom whistling the same tune and cooking something yummy. Home is not a place. Home is your family. And family can change. That I have come to realize these past few months, sometimes there are unexpected additions to your family. However, family I know full well is not limited to blood relatives. My Church is my family. My college friends are my family. My God is my family.

When the silence lingers and the questions remain one thing I can count on, is my family to carry me through.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Ministry

The Lord has put ministry on my heart. Ministry to me is walking along the journey with girls that the Lord has put in my path, holding their hand and helping them walk the journey that the Lord has placed them on. That is my passion, my heartbeat. Last week I was given the opportunity to do just that. I was able to be there for one of my girls who lost her father. I was able to hold her up when she couldn't hold herself up. But do you know the funnies thing? It wasn't me. It was all God giving me the strength and the words. Without Him. We would have both fallen. From a godly man that I trust: 90% of ministry is just showing up. The last 10% is waiting for God to do something that totally made the showing up worthwhile.

Monday, April 2, 2012

Two Years Later and I am still a Nomad

Hey, it has been a long time since I last posted. I really need to work on being more diligent and keeping up on my blog. And well, there is no better time than the present. So I am starting.

I am now a Junior at Liberty University. I am a part of student leadership, I have been given the opportunity and the position to reach the girls on my hall and be able to best minister to them. God has been so good to me. Living by myself in the United States has not been easy and having your parents in a completely different country does not help when your car breaks down on a 11 hour car trip you are taking by yourself. (Yes, that did happen to me) God has been faithful and has never left me financially, emotionally, or physically destitute. He has always come through, however that does not take away from the fact that my life is crazy and will continue to be so!

A huge reason why I started up again with this blog is to update everyone on my future mission trip I am taking with Xtreme Impact to Costa Rica this summer. I thought that this would be the easiest way to keep people "in the know" in my journey. As well as keeping up blogging about my life as a MK and Modern Day Nomad.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Back from the reentry program




hey! so like I just got back from the most amazing 13 days ever with around 30 or so other missionary kids. It was such a beneficial time, it was a time that God used to really give me hope that everything is ok and that it is possible to adjust to life in the USA. I really connected quite fast with everyone and they all taught me soo much stuff... it was amazing to hear their mk stories and even though they are like polar opposite then my experiences we can still relate so easily ... I really came to love everyone at the seminar .. thanks guys for making my time at the reentry seminar the most memorable and beneficial time thus far in my life here in the USA.. i really do truly love all of you!! (a lot more than just having compassion for you! jeje)

so I am dead tired.. we pulled an all nighter last night and didn't sleep a wink, and I have to work tomorrow very early in the morning.. My life living in the Mk bubble has ended and I am back in the real world!! :S jejeje..

So I am back in the world where the question .. "Where are you from?" "Where is home?" takes on a whole different meaning.. but you know what?? I am ready for what is to come .. the seminar helped me get ready.. I am still scared don't get me wrong.. but I think now I am ready!

Friday, July 16, 2010

support system..

I am really learning about the significance of having a good support system. A really good tight nit group that I know will always be there for me and I will always be there for them... please pray that I am able to find the support system needed quickly as I enter into college..

Thursday, July 15, 2010

San Fransisco with the tios!!

ok so about 5 days before I came here to the reentry program in LA I was able to go to San Fransisco and hang out with my aunt and uncle for 5 days. It was literally the best 5 days I have had in a looooong time! I was able to just really have a breather and be able to sleep in. I felt
more at home there than I have ever since I stepped foot back on American soil. We went to the GOLDEN GATE BRIDGE!! which by the way is NOT gold! jejeje omgoodness.. i was soo excited I acted like a freakin wierd tourist! jeje.. but I loved it.. we went to chinatown and japantown and had the most amazing food in this one place! jeje.. It was soo awesome to be back into a big city and the fact that basically at all times I was hearing more than one language.. it made me feel soo much at home.. I had a blast! thank you auntie and uncle for such an amazing time!